A Very Tiring Weeks

Pertama sekali aku ingin mengucapkan....

"Sorry for not updating my blog along two weeks"

Thus because i'm quite busy with my classes. Every single class session must go! Sometimes i need my self off alone so that memang tak ada masa nak update blog. Nak planned cuti raya pun tak sure lagi sebab maybe ada class 2 hari sebelum raya.. (T_T)

By the way, raya semakin dekat. Roh-roh yang pulang jenguk family semua sedih sebab dah nak kena balik kubur masing-masing. Aku pun sedih sekali. Mana lah tahu tak panjang umur nak jumpa next Ramadhan. Dalam tempoh 9 bulan (according to Islamic calendar, has 8 months before Ramadhan), anything can be happened. Sukacita, dukacita, anything!

Time is passess without conciously. My mom passed away when i was 21.. Now i am 23. Aidilfitri tahun ni, tahun ketiga tanpa emak tersayang. First time raya tanpa emak, masih ramai anak saudara a.k.a sepupu saya sebelah emak datang ke rumah. Second time raya, dah berkurang.. Third time raya kali ni, tak tahulah diorang ingat nak raya lagi ke tak kat rumah kitorang ni.. Macam dah 'jauh' pulak..

Tapi tahun ni, first day raya kat rumah tokmak. Sebab acu saya tak balik Kedah, kampung husband dia. Yeay!! So, tak boring raya 3 kerat je. Apa pun, kitorang kena memurnikan jugak malam raya kat rumah emak. Nanti emak tak lah sedih tengok rumah dia kosong..

Next raya, by that time maybe i have been engaged, my sister might be married and my dad also might be married with his new wife soon! Oh gosh.. I'm really truly not ready to accepting my new mother by this time.. Feelings of acceptance?? Might be at one day..

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I don't have any classes today. Glad! Yelah, today Nuzul Quran kan.. Selangor cuti. Of course UiTM Shah Alam pun cuti kann?? Uh-oh, coursemate aku ada kelas hari ni so..depends on lecturer lah jugak kann?? Hahaha!! Kredit to Puan Shamshimah kerana tidak mengadakan kelas hari ini. (^_^) But the 3rd of September, test will be held and i feel like wanna dead!

Goodluck for me.. And we will see what is gonna happened and we will see how many marks i'll get for maths subject. Unpredictable huh?!